After yesterday, I think I should get the Mother of the Year award. Do they give out such an award? If not, they should. To me.
So I hear that stress makes you forget things. If that's the case, then it would explain a lot. Like how I completely and totally forgot to feed and medicate Layla yesterday, and thus my earning said award (see paragraph 1).
Layla was fine yesterday, rather alert (guess so when you don't have your seizure meds) and quite happy. It actually makes me sad that her medicine can do such yucky things to her like make her very sleepy and not nearly as responsive. But with no meds come the seizures. There's just no winning.
As for not feeding her, I moved her from her bedroom to the living room while it was paused (between feeds). I got carried away and never hooked her back up or turned it back on. Poor baby got about half of the food she should get. But she paid me back by pooping on me last night. Yeah, she loves me like that.
I am trying to make amends by being a better mother today. But I'm not sure how long it's gonna last.